The break-up

Breaking up is so hard to do. Yes. It finally hit me. Hard. It wasn't easy on the day, the hour, the very minute you're in that moment. It is even harder when you knew it was coming, just waiting to be said that it is over. And it is a torture days after. And even so if you do not know the reason why. There are a lot of whys, what ifs, and maybes. You try to justify but is not enough, the real answer is still out there. And you feel all sorts of emotions simultaneously: anger, pity, longing, betrayal, felt you were treated unfairly because you were not trusted enough, felt helpless because you can't do anything.